The Antenna Ascending the church tower begins with a spiral staircase that winds up to a door. Beyond lies a room packed with carved wooden thrones, brass monstrances, ten foot candles. Behind a defunct baptismal font, a square hole in the wall breathes heat in Summer. I've squirmed through and explored the church attic, the arched floor and vaulted ceiling, above worshippers and a roaring organ. A second doorway leads to an iron staircase coiling a hundred feet to the spire. Each foothold jars the rusting metal, the air stifling, stagnant up high. At the top is a platform, a creaking planked floor, the spire coned above. Near floor's center, a golden criss-cross of rods hums clockwise on a motor. Why would someone mount an antenna here? Does Father Abbot watch television in the sacristy before Mass? Free of dust, gleaming gold beneath two bat skeletons clinging to eaves, this must be His doing. So many churches and they're all God's House. Visiting each in the flesh is impossible, so He's gone to listening through lectern microphones, speaking through the crackle of public address from Heaven's Throne. Scott Speck 08/09/99