Ember Eyes The soldier's hands quivered, a newspaper rattled between his wrinkled hands. He lowered the page just far enough for me to spy one clear eye burning. These Pakistanis, these Indians -- they've no idea what they're saying. I was there, in Alamagordo, for the test called Trinity, when the sky caught fire, when that enormous eye, God's eye, blinked open, shut. That's all it took for my face to burn red three miles away. They named the first bomb The Gadget, a firecracker compared to what we have today. He raised a sweating glass of icewater to his lips and sipped. I could almost hear the steam. Once a year, every world leader should be flown out to the desert. Give them all dark goggles and zinc oxide for their skin. Set up a camera in the dark and use the fireball as a flash. Their group photo would look like mine -- a chorus of blinding white balloons catching fire, each dotted with two dark nostrils and one big black oval mouth, screaming. Scott Speck 06/03/2002